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Back to blogging. For the time being.

That's a lie. I probably won't be back to this for a long time.

Anyway...

My new year's resolution is to be happy. I've gone too long with being depressed and anxious, and I'm tired of living my life like that. So, I'm getting help and seeing someone to help me... un-bottle my emotions. They've been closed off for so long from both the public and my family, and the things I found pleasurable just... sucked. I was having suicidal thoughts and such, but now that I'm seeking help by mental health professionals, I'm doing a lot better.

So, yes. My new year's resolution may seem shitty or lame to you, but to me, it's really hard. I hope I can manage to smile at least once a day. ;)